The last light of 2017. Incredible light.
The latter half of 2017 was personally tough. It kind of culminated into a difficult tangle of emotion by December, enhanced perhaps by the lack of light and the Canadian winter. Things seems more desperate and hopeless than they had to be at times. Unnecessarily so. I was going through the motions.
But has often happened to me in the winter, the act of shooting moves me away from the day to day struggle. I was positively giddy when I shot this. The sun was setting in the other direction which was what I was actually planning on shooting and missed. I saw this and had to stop. This is the one, this is the one! I realized a little later, this was the first time I had been purely happy in a long while, where the other stuff didn’t matter.
Whether it is the ”one” or not is immaterial. These are experiences when we get connected to the universe, to a higher purpose. Or if not that grand, at least to the magic of life and experience.
This is why I shoot. This is why I spent money I don’t have on my camera.
My sails got righted that night…. We have plenty of dark and cold to come in the next few months. There is more struggle. But the days are getting longer now.
Happy New Year!